overworked underpaid

Isn't that the common song of people nowadays? Or perhaps people my age! or is it just me?

I never get to enjoy my atm for too long, because it gets dry after a few days from the blessed 13th and 28th.

sigh

Even though I try soo hard to put something away for rainy days, I have only permitted myself two times to actually save atleast 70%. and I thought I was trying too hard. But that 70% left me almost penniless for the next 15 days. All I could see was the next pay day so I can have some cash to burn whenever i went out of the house. Saving 70% meant that i would have to have four destinations everyday: home and school, school and home. Does that make four already?? As far as I am concerned,it will zero my real human interaction and will reduce my social circle to Friendster, Multiply and Facebook respectively.

Alain has been pounding my head to save up. Ooh, but I'm trying! I swear. Or maybe I am not really good with money. I hate the thought of "needing" things just when there is STILL money left. It feels like the money makes me want to need things.

Oh bother. F*ck this conversation with myself. I am tired. I hate it that I earn so little and that I am giving so much effort into it. Noble? Noble my ass. Nobility never fed an empty stomach, or an empty closet, for that matter! Maybe i am not up for being in the noblest profession in the world. My heart is, I'm sure, but my pocket is screaming.